Well, a day out made my thoughts clearer, less negative, more confidence. :) Walked a lot today trying to find my way and stuffs but its worth it~ haha! had a great time travelling~ and also my fear of awkwardness is nothing to be worried about! Haha no awkward woohoo! Anyways great friends who always give a no-confidence-guy like me a push... Though its stupid having me stuck in the middle, but meh. I like what i chose xD