been so bored recently. its like games can't satisfy me, or more like i don't have any feel to play any games, watch any new dramas/animes, neither do i have the feel to study. 1/3 of the holidays is gone and i have done nothing... at this rate, i might really have to be retain for a year. i should really put in effort now and get this done and over with quick...  also. been thinking bout lots of stuff. people do change don't they? so why am i clinging onto you when i do know that you've changed. why am i so stupid? Really have myself for being like this. always the indecisive-lack of motivation bastard. Really.